Moonlight's Chapter

The four laws of God's blessing

2009-12-15T22:17:00.001+08:00

"I will bless you ... and you will be a blessing." Genesis 12:2 (NIV)

During this Christmas season, we should keep in mind the four laws of God's blessing -

1. Our blessings should flow to others
The Bible teaches us that we are blessed not just so that we can feel good, not just so we can be happy and comfortable, but so that we will bless others. God told Abraham in Genesis 12, "I will bless you and you will be a blessing to others." This is the first law of blessing: it must flow outwardly.

2. When we bless others, God takes care of our needs
God promises that if we will concentrate on blessing others, he'll take care of our needs. There's almost nothing that God won't do for the person who really wants to help other people. In fact, God guarantees this blessing. In Luke 18, Jesus says, "I guarantee this. Anyone who gives up anything for the kingdom of God will certainly receive many times more in this life and will receive eternal life in the next world to come."

When you care about helping other people, God assumes responsibility for your problems. And that's a real blessing, for he's much better at handling your difficulties than you are.

3. Our blessings to others will come back on us
The more you bless other people, the more you help others, the more God blesses your life. Luke 6:38 tells us, "Give your life away and you'll find your life given back. But not merely given back. Given back with bonus and blessing." You cannot out give God. The more you try to bless other people in the world around you, the more God says, "I'm going to pour blessings out on you. We'll play a little game here. Let's see who will win. Let's see who can give the most. The more you bless others the more I'm going to bless you in return."

4. The more we're blessed by God, the more He expects us to help others.
Jesus said it this way in Luke 12 "Much is required from those to whom much is given. For their responsibility is greater." Based on the blessings of your life, what would you say God expects from you?

"Daily Hope, 2009"

Be thankful even in tough times

2009-12-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

Always be full of joy in the Lord. I say it again—rejoice! Philippians 4:4 (NLT)

When the Apostle Paul says, "Always be full of joy in the Lord," he doesn't say only be joyful in good times. Even when times are tough, The Bible teaches we can be joyful if we follow this simple strategy -

Don't worry about anything.
Worrying doesn't change anything. It's stewing without doing. There are no such things as born-worriers. Worry is a learned response. You learned it from your parents. You learned it from your peers. You learned it from experience. That's good news. The fact that worry is learned means it can also be unlearned.

How do you unlearn it? Jesus says (Matthew 6:34), "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough troubles of its own." He's saying don't open your umbrella until it starts raining. Don't worry about tomorrow. Live one day at a time.

Pray about everything.
Instead of worrying, use your time for praying. If you prayed as much as you worried, you'd have a whole lot less to worry about. Is God interested in car payments? Yes. He's interested in every detail of your life. That means you can take any problem you face to God.

Thank God in all things.
Whenever you pray, you should always pray with thanksgiving. The healthiest human emotion is not love but gratitude. It actually increases your immunities. It makes you more resistant to stress and less susceptible to illness. People who are grateful are happy. But people who are ungrateful are miserable because nothing makes them happy. They're never satisfied. It's never good enough. So if you cultivate the attitude of gratitude, of being thankful in everything, it reduces stress in your life.

Think about the right things.
If you want to reduce the level of stress in your life, you must change the way you think because the way you think determines how you feel. And the way you feel determines how you act, which is why the Bible teaches that, if you want to change your life, you need to change what you're thinking about.

This involves a deliberate conscious choice where you change the channels. You choose to think about the right things. Because the root cause of stress is the way we choose to think, we need to focus on the positive and on God's word.

What is the result of not worrying, praying about everything, giving thanks, and focusing on the right things? Paul says we will then "experience God's peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:7 NLT)

What a guarantee! He is guaranteeing peace of mind. Have you noticed that is what everybody seems to be looking for?

"From Daily Hope"

Top 10 Traits Of A Great Christian Girlfriend

2009-10-27T13:56:00.001+08:00

Top 10 Traits Of A Great Christian Girlfriend
by Lee Wilson

Number 10 - She's independent
No, I don't mean that she's a radical feminist or an arrogant loudmouth. I mean that she is confident, optimistic and doesn't require you in her world every second to maintain her sanity. She misses you when you aren't with her, but she knows she will survive. She knows that there are some things that are outside of her control and she's not going to pout or worry about them. She enjoys time with her friends and isn't hurt if you want to spend an evening playing X-box with your buds.

Number 9 - She's complimentary of your looks
If you're always telling her how beautiful you think she is and all she can say is "thank you," you're in trouble. A great Christian girlfriend tells you how hot she thinks you look in THAT shirt and might even be overheard telling her friends how handsome she thinks you look. She introduces you to her friends with lines such as, "this handsome fella is my boyfriend," or jokingly says things like "you can't have him, he's mine." You know what I'm talking about, those things that some girls have forgotten make us guys feel good too.

Number 8 - She's attracted to you sexually
That's right, SEXUALLY. Don't panic. What I'm about to say might be a little bit controversial, but I think you'll agree with me if you read all of this one. We're all grown-ups here and I'm not advocating that you have sex before you get married. But if it's easy for her to just sit there and hold your hand, you might want to reconsider. The apostle Paul said it's "better to marry than to burn with passion." That means that if you can't stand it and are having difficulty controlling yourself, you need to marry that person or be done with the relationship. So if you two are an "item" and have been for a while, that natural urge God placed within humans should start to kick in. If she doesn't seem to at least wish the two of you could go further than a passionate kiss, you might need to read the writing on the wall. The last thing you want is a sexually-uninterested wife. It's normal for you and her to have to fight that urge. It's not supposed to be easy. She should want you that way and if she doesn't, MOVE ON.

Number 7 - She's beautiful
Yeah, yeah, I know it's popular to say that inner beauty is all that matters. Well it doesn't. There I said it. She needs to be beautiful in your eyes. If you think she's beautiful and someone else things she's ugly, so what? You win! If you think she's beautiful on the outside and the inside, you've found the perfect combination.

Number 6 - She respects you
R-E-S-P-E-C-T, find out what it means to me! She doesn't roll her eyes at you. She doesn't mock you for thinking differently on some issue. She respects your opinion. She doesn't go to daddy to see if you really know what you're talking about. She doesn't tell your secrets to other people. She is able to recognize your strengths and admires you for them.

Number 5 - She lets you be a man (and likes it)
She understands that men and women are different. No, you don't want to go to the antique museum with her and she should know that you probably never will like it a whole lot. She should be able to recognize that when you do go it's because you love her very much and are making a sacrifice. She doesn't want you to "get in touch with your feminine side" and understands that sometimes you really aren't thinking about anything in particular. Lastly, she doesn't deprive you of golfing with the guys (or whatever you like to do with your buds). She doesn't think her shopping trips with the girls are not more mature or sophisticated than your time with the boys.

Number 4 - She doesn't nag
There is nothing worse than a nag! A great girlfriend knows this and chooses her battles wisely. She's knows you two are on the same team and so she doesn't try to be your teacher or mother--she just listens and tries to see your side.

Number 3 - She gets along with your friends & family
A great girlfriend will not only help your mom in the kitchen, listen to your dad's stories, and hang out with your friends, she will enjoy it. She'll make a real effort to get to know and love the most important people in your life. And she won't try to get you to ditch your best buds. She'll sit through your little brother's elementary play and go to your little sister's piano recital. Not only that, but your friends won't roll their eyes and moan when you announce that she'll be joining you guys when she gets off work (yes, women like this do exist).

Number 2 - She loves you
"She likes me for me!" That's a great line from a Blessed Union of Souls' song called, Hey Leonardo. That makes a great Christian girlfriend. She likes you for who you really are and not who you might sometimes pretend to be. She doesn't try to change you. She thinks you look cute in that old baseball hat and she made a decision to learn a few things about football. She treats you well on an everyday basis and doesn't play mind games with you such as playing "hard to get" or insulting you in some strange attempt to flirt with you. No, she loves you in a mature way and takes your feelings and beliefs into consideration at every turn.

Number 1 - She makes you want to be closer to God
No, she doesn't nag you about how you should be singing louder in church or shouldn't take a bite of your steak before saying "grace." In fact, she doesn't have to say anything to make you want to be closer to God. It's the way she treats you. It's that strange feeling of guilt that recently started coming over you for tripping your sister when you were a boy. It's why you want to thank God every time you think of her. Maybe it's love!

Something I picked up

2009-10-23T00:17:00.001+08:00

When I first read this, I thought, "Here goes! Another whining article written by a non-Melayu who thinks the grass is always greener on the other side!"

Was I surprise to find at the end that this article is actually written by another Melayu (and a doctor, no less!) instead! Can you beat it, even the Melayus are abandoning this "Tanah Melayu" because of the high cost of living!!!!

I can believe that all this high cost is because of the corruption and inefficiency brought about by a corrupt, wasteful and most inefficient BN government which eventually is passed all the way to fools like you and me! (Read the revelations about the UMNO controlled tolled
highways!)

Perhaps it's time for me to pack my bags and head for good old England too!!! Sadly that might not happen......can't stand the cold lah! So what I can do is vote for a change of government instead! Please join me!!!

The argument in this thread from day one is the cost of living in each country (especially UK and Europe) based on what you earn in the respective country and whether the standards are higher than in Malaysia .

I tried to point out that many Malaysians always convert and that is why they say the UK is expensive. In fact, the cost of living is much cheaper than in Malaysia .

In actual fact, Malaysians are being conned because for such a rich and resource rich country, the pay in Malaysia is way too low compared to the cost of living and inflation.

One good example is Singapore .

Singaporeans (average) earns around S$3000 to S$4000 and nearly everything is half the price of Malaysia . Eg clothes, computer parts, electronics etc. But the average Malaysian still earns M$2000 plus and goods are double the price of Singapore .

This is the same as the UK . If you earn around 2000 pounds, you can liken this to the person earning RM$2000 in Malaysia . I give you some examples below.. Maybe you can understand.

1) Good terrace house

It is more or less the same. If you want a house in KL, it would most probably be in Puchong and not Damansara Heights . So your house would be RM$200,000. In UK , you can get a decent new house in Zone 6 (still within the tube) for 200,000 pounds.

If non London , you can get a nice house also for less than 200,000 pounds outside London . The same also applies to buying a house in Seremban, Kajang etc. You can buy a nice house for RM200,000 below. So buying a house is the same for the local and the Malaysian.

Renting a place is the same too or maybe cheaper than in Malaysia (I am not sure of this). A 2-bedroom flat in London is about 750 pounds (Zone 2). 500 pounds outside Zone 6 but still able to commute to London . A 2-bedroom house in Nottingham is 450 to 500 pounds. A
3-bedroom house in Belfast is about 300 pounds.

2) A car

A good Wira is RM$55,000. Most Malaysians have to take 7-year loans and be in debt all the time. If you are earning RM$2000 a month, you take nearly 3 years saving the RM$2000 with not eating at all just to buy a Wira.

In UK , the average local earns about 2000 pounds. He saves 3 months, he can buy outright a good Ford Fiesta or a Vauxhall Corsa without being in debt.

If buying a second hand car, even better. A 1990 Mercedes 190E cost 500 pounds. My 1996 Mercedes E220 cost 2000 pounds. My friend just gave me his 1989 Honda Accord (Auto) for free because he said he could only get 30 pounds for it.
I used it for a few months and decided to give it of for free too. That alone speaks for itself.

Even if you are kuli or an office boy, you still can drive a Mercedes or a BM. Yes, kuli's and office boy's get paid quite well.

Average temp/office boy in London can earn about 7 to 10 pounds and hour. Overtime is 1.5 times or double. A brick-layer can earn 20 pounds an hour.

The same Indon who lays bricks in Malaysia earns RM$50 for the whole day.

Before I became a doctor, I used to be an office boy and I earned near 300 pounds a week working about 70 hours a week. My makan was 30 pounds a week. My rent was 70 pounds a week for a room but I still drove a BMW back then. I bought the 10-year old BMW 3 Series car for 200 pounds.

Amazing how an office boy can drive a safe and luxurious car.

3) Petrol

For a UK person earning 2000 pounds, 80 pence a litre/gallon is cheaper than RM$1.52 paid in Malaysia . If you don't convert, it is like paying 80 sen a litre in Malaysia

4) Shopping

20 pounds (which is 1% of 2000 pounds) can buy you 1 week's worth of groceries in Tesco. RM$100 (which is 10% of RM$2000) can also buy you 1 week's worth of groceries in Giant or Carrefour.

5) Utility Bills (This is what I pay in UK )

1. Virtually non-stop heating the whole day only 20 pounds a month. (Only 1% of the 2000 pounds earned)

2. Electricity, I use my electricity maximum only 20 pounds a month (Only 1% of the 2000 pounds earned)

3. My water bill also comes to about 20 pounds a month (Only 1% of the 2000 pounds earned)

4. My internet - I get 2Mbps for about 25 pounds (Bulldog DSL) (Also slightly above 1% of the 2000 pounds earned)

5. Astro Equivalent (NTL cable or Sky) - 30 pounds per month (Also slightly above 1% of the 2000 pounds earned)

In Malaysia , this is what I used to pay

1. Tenaga Bill comes to RM$200 to RM300 a month with 3 air-cons. This is more than 10% of the RM$2000 earned)

2. Water (Puas) comes to RM$40 (This is about 2% of the RM$2000 earned)

3. Astro RM$100 (if you take Chinese package) (This is about 5% of the RM$2000 you earn)

4. Internet Streamyx 512K RM 88 per month (This is about 5% of RM2000 you earn)

6) Books

A good book is about 10 to 15 pounds in the UK . This is less than 1% of the 2000 pounds you earn. In Malaysia , you have to spend RM$75 to RM$100 for a decent book in MPH or Kinokuniya in KLCC. This is about 5% of the RM$2000 ringgit you earn.

7) Education

I think it is about RM$20,000 per year to do a degree in Sunway Monash and about RM$12,000 per year to send your kid to UM, UKM, USM etc. I am not sure about this.
But in UK , it is only 3000 pounds a year to send your kid to a great university. That also, the white man still makes a lot of noise because the grants were taken away. Previously, it was virtually free for the English man to send his kid to university but now, since the grant was taken away, he has to spend 3000 pounds per year to send his kid to university and less money to get drunk in the pub.

Well, if you are earning RM$2000 ringgit, sending your kid to UM to study is quite difficult. If you are earning 2000 pounds per month, you can easily send you kid to university in the UK .

Even worse for the poor non bumi's not given a place in local university.

Even if they can afford, they won't get a place because of the quota system. Unfortunately, the Chinaman and the Indian who gets 5A's in STPM have to be sacrificed and not given a place to let the Malay fellow with 2E's and 3 Fail's to enter the Medical Faculty or Law
Faculty.

So the non-bumi's have to save RM100,000 per year to send their kid to the UK . In the UK , at least the white man still can go into university based on results and merit and only pay 3000 pounds per year.

8) Assessments to local councils

I may pay high council tax but at least my council assures my streets are clean and safe, got no holes (pot holes) on my roads, and they jump and attend to me whenever I call them.

When I stayed in Malaysia, I paid my assessment and quite rent but MPSJ I lived in Subang) told me to "podah" whenever I asked them to come and fill up the pot holes, cut the long lalang, put street lighting etc.
The councils, especially MPPJ and MPSJ, were more interested in eating nasi lemak and going for 10 teh tariks in a day during office hours and hardly did anything for their residents.

9) Income Tax

My national insurance and income tax also is not wasted. When I was unemployed in 1997, the government via social security paid for my 2-bedroom flat for one whole year and I was given about 100 pounds per week for me and my wife to live on. I am happy to know that one day if I lose my job, I can still claim social security and get my apartment paid and food to eat again for free. It is a good security to know.

The list goes on. Here alone you can see, the sterling you earn goes a long way in the UK . So your quality of life is far better in the UK than a Malaysian in Malaysia . It is just that Malaysians are just too content with what they have. But you compare apple for apple.

The British just love to complain. They have it made but still they love to complain. Nothing is good enough for the British. The government gives the citizens so much but they still seem to want more and more.

Regards
Dr Zain Azrai
London

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especially the last few paragraphs, which makes a lot of sense .

Where is our direction for our next generation..?

For those who started work around 1973, a 1.3 Litre Japaness car was RM7,000.

Today the equivalent is.... let's say RM60,000.......8.5 times

In 1973 a double storey house was about RM45,000..or less.
Today it is about RM300,000............6.6 times

In 1973 an Engineer's pay was RM1,000 .

Today it is about RM2, 000+/-............2 times....

From 1973 to 2008........35 years.......what is the Trend?
Bearish !!!!

In a stock market when the trend is bearish, what do we do? ..Exit !!!

When a country's trend is bearish what do we do?

This Bearish trend is more difficult to turn around as compared to the stock market.

I have used these 3 items : House, Car & Salary as a measurement of the country's performance for the past 35 years....

Foreigners also ask about these 3 items to gauge our standard of living.

There is a book I saw entitled : “ Malaysia : The Failed Nation”.

Some of you may be interested to read it. I agreed with the writer.....

This morning I was having coffee at McDonald (now the coffee..100 % Arabica beans..is quite good@ RM 2.90....free refill !!

I asked how much per hour is their pay?
RM3.00 x 8 hours = RM24 per day x 25 days = RM600 per month

My daughter works part-time during her University days..she worked at Gloria Jeans Coffee.... the pay?

Australian $14.00 @ 3.15 = RM44 per hour x 8 = RM352 per day x 25 days = RM8,800 ...13.3 times more !!!!!

......Price of houses in Perth is about the same in KL .

Price of cars are about 23% cheaper in Perth .

I think more and more people are becoming aware of this Bearish trend.

Developed country by 2020...means High income country!!

Let's look at some as of year 2005 (Financial Times)
USA GNP per capita US$35, 400
UK GNP per capita US$25,510
Australia GNP per capita US$19 ,530
Singapore GNP per capita US$20,690

These are developed countries by income measurement....
Malaysia 's GNP per capita US$3,540

Year 2020..developed country?

Really...a sad story. Worrying Trends, isn't it??

Ringgit sliding further and further under BN.

Recently, I interviewed some fresh graduates applying for jobs with my engineering company.

I accepted two applicants on a starting salary of RM1,600. It struck me as odd that 15 years

ago, I myself started work as a fresh graduate engineer for the same pay.

Indeed, if you compare the salaries of graduates now and 15 or even 20 years ago, you'll find

little difference but that their purchasing power is vastly different. It's the same story when you
compare salaries of shop assistants, office staff, factory workers and others.

To compound the effect of inflation, the ringgit has depreciated greatly against all major currencies. The real income of most Malaysians has moved backwards.

This is why many Malaysians suffer under the petrol hike. The root of the problem is that our real

incomes have shrunk in the face of inflation and depreciated currency.. Malaysians have not been spoiled by subsidy but are unable to move out of the time lock of stagnated and depreciated incomes.

If you compare the per capita incomes of Singapore , Hong Kong , Taiwan and South Korea , they are a few multiples of ours although at independence all these countries were the on the same economic level as Malaysia . We we grouped with them and were called Asia little Tigers. Today all of them have progressed and become 1st World (OECD) except us. We are now compared with second tiered Thailand , Indonesia , Vietnam who also seem to have overtaken us...!

What has gone wrong? We were the rising star of East Asia , a country rich in natural resources with the most promising potential.

The reason is massive corruption, plundering of resources, wastage of funds for huge non-economic projects, anti-public interest deals with politically-linked companies (cronies)and passing-of-the-buck to the man in the street..For example, Hong Kong and Singapore eradicated massive corruption in the 80s-90s with their ICAC and promoted transparency and meritocracy with wolrd standard education to uplift their economies. They now have universities ranked in the World's Top 50 (none in the 80-90s except University Malaya ).

Four decades of NEP where education, economic and employment policies are defined by race ensured that meritocracy took a back seat.

Our university standard has declined and the today best and brightest of our youths emigrate to escape the racial inequility only to contribute to the economies of foreign lands.

The reputation of our judiciary which was held in high esteem worldwide has sunk so low that foreign investors now insist on arbitration in Singapore in case of any dispute.

We also have a slew of oppressive laws such as the ISA, OSA, Uuca and PPPA which stifle free speech and are designed to keep the ruling parties in power..

We have become less attractive to foreign investors and now lag behind our neighbours in Asean for foreign direct investment. Even some corporations who have established themselves here are moving out.

All the economic and social malaise cannot help but affect the value of our currency. The strength of a country's currency is after all, a reflection of its fundamentals.

Furthermore, Bank Negara has a policy of weak ringgit to help exporters, never mind the burden on the common folk. The government is pro-corporation, not pro-rakyat.

While the poor and middle-class are squeezed, an elite group gets breathtakingly rich. We have the distinction of having the worse income disparity in Asean. A re-distribution of wealth is under way from the poor and middle-class to a select group of politically-connected elite.

The end result of this re-distribution will be a small group of super-rich while the majority are pushed into poverty and the middle-class shrinks. This is what happens when the rich gets richer and the poor get poorer.

There is much that is wrong with Malaysia . The responsibility for pulling the country backwards can be laid squarely at the door of the ruling regime. It is BN's mis-governance, racial politics and culture of patronage which has seen the country regress economically and socially.

We seem to be sliding down a slippery slope, further down with each passing year of BN's rule. Another five years of BN rule and we'll be at Indonesia 's standard under Suharto. Another 10 years and we'll be touching the African standard. What a way to greet 2020!!!!

Is there any hope for Malaysia ?

Faced with the reality that BN will never change, many Malaysians desperate for change turn their lonely eyes to Anwar Ibrahim.

Pakatan Raykat has promised to treat all races fairly, to plug wastage, fight corruption, reform the judiciary and make Malaysia more competitive.

But some have questioned whether we can trust Anwar and his loose coalition of disparate parties..

The question is not whether we can trust Anwar and Pakatan Rakyat but whether we can afford not to.

Can we afford another ten years of BN's misrule?

U have the power to do something in GE13, OUR FUTURE IS IN OUR OWN HAND

2009-10-03T16:05:00.000+08:00

Depression in Christ

2009-09-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

Dear Blog,

Today I want to express my depression in Christ and also along my life.

1. I am feeling depressed on myself not being able to obtain any job yet in the working world, no one seems to give me a chance, I feel that my degree is a waste as it did not help me to obtain a good job. I pray hard everyday for God to give me a good job but I have yet to receive his blessings. I feel so left out in the shadow now that I always feel my life is coming to an end.

2. My depression in Christ which I have yet to overcome my sins, I still does the sin even though I know it in my heart, mind and soul that it is wrong to do such. Sins such as lying, deceit and sexual immorality, I wish and hope I could just cast them away. I feel so sorry for myself that I always wonder how do I even deserve to receive a gift from God which is the Salvation. I feel so shame of myself not being to accomplish what God wanted me to have in order to enter his Kingdom.

I feel that I have disappointed God for still failing to overcome the temptation into doing sins in order for a short moment of relieve. It is true what Jesus said if our eyes sin against us, gorge out the eye that sin. This is exact what I felt, I felt as if sin has really cause pain into my heart.

Here I pray, Heavenly Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit, I pray that I would be obedient to you Father, for you are the almighty and the creator of the world. Father, I thank you for sending your son to save us from sin by shedding his blood on the cross.

Father, I want to pray that I would soon be able to obtain a good job that is well balanced in terms of workload and the time to be able to worship you during the weekends and also to have fellowship with my cell group.

Father, I also want to pray for my uncle who is having a sickness, I pray that his health will recover, but everything is in your hands father, if it is what you have planned, May God bless his soul.

Father, I also want to pray that I would recover from sin and may your light shine upon me and allow me to follow the path to Jesus Christ. Turn me away from darkness and the temptation of Satan.

In Jesus Name I pray, Amen!

Blog updates ~

2009-09-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

1. Bought a bluetooth for my own usage ! It's a I tech naro 601, I love it a lot, been using it almost anywhere I go, very convenient and I really recommend it, it only cost me RM148 and it has crisp and clear sound, not to mention convenient where u just have to put the ear plug into your ear to pick up calls and it can pair up to 3 phones ! talk about hassle free in searching between 3 phones on who is calling ! It's also slim and small so it's not noticeable.

2. Finish my college ! I passed all my papers and now I am waiting for my results to be released around October and I will have my convocation day on November, time really flies ! I can't believe I am out of college already ! It's like faster than during high school time ! I've graduated my course as a Business in Marketing =)

3. Joined church to know more about Christian religion and I find it acceptable but I haven't gone through all the studies. Recently been joining Central Christian Church (CCC) but I got rebuked by my Aunt regarding it as a cult and I did some research and found some info regarding the law suit on CCC. So I decided to heed my aunt's word to look into another church so I can compare their teachings whether they are really a cult !
I am still undergoing the research now and hopefully to come up with the decision. I pray to God that I will make the right decision and there is no regret that I will be able to grow strong spiritually with God.

4. Looking for job after my graduation from college of course ! Been applying for some jobs and hopefully I would get some positive feedback and hopefully they would call me up for an interview, I am really looking forward into the working environment because I have been getting very bored with studying in College as there was lack of application especially the assignments.

5. I am going to adopt 2 kittens to my family, I really love them so much as they look so adorable and so playful. I am currently building up a cage to house both of them and hopefully we will be 1 happy family ^_^.

6. As you've all know that my birthday has passed which was on 3rd of August. Thanks to the church friends that helped to my birthday special. Thanks for making me feeling special on that day and I am happy with all the wishes in facebook. Bless you all =)

7. I've managed to attend 1 of the church drama in Full Gospel Assembly (FGA) and the title of the drama was "Joseph the Overcomer". I have got to say that it was amazing because it was the first time I see a drama that also comes with singing performance and it reminded me of the Disney movie Aladdin. The play was amazing and it was educational as it tells the life of Joseph who has been faithful to his God that is rewarded in the end.

So to summarize my life now, I feel great that I am able to know Jesus Christ closer than before, I feel very much loved spiritually. Studying the bible has indeed taught me to be a better person. I still have weaknesses that I need to overcome. Hopefully I would be able to get baptized. Amen !

What I will plan in my future now is to learn as many thing as possible and to open to more possibility and I pray to God everyday that everything will be well that God has planned everything for me. I hope everyday I will draw closer to God and be what he is. To persevere and glorify his name by following his footsteps of being holy and to spread his gospel. The key point that I always make myself to follow is to become as a baby again =)

God bless everyone, to be updated again =)

Happiness and sadness

2009-07-07T12:00:00.001+08:00

I feel very happy and sad today when i came across a baby cat in front
of my college campus today where i saw it lying down alone under a car
tyre and someone even dare to step on it without feeling sorry for it,
upon a closer look on it, i noticed its eyes were half closed and very
watery, i quickly pick it up and put it on the safer place. Then i
quickly took a box and wrote a message on it so that someone kind
would take care of it, as i return to the kitten, i found a kind aunty
picked up the kitten and insisted that she will bring it to the vet, i
felt relieved and gave her the box so that she can carry the kitten
more easily.

I feel happy that someone out there still cares for the unfortunate
animals and also very sad at how college students would just kick them
away and even treat them cruelly, i thank god and i pray every second
i saw the kitten that was in bad share till an angel that took it away
to be cured of its blindness.

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Facebook again :)

2009-07-05T01:39:00.001+08:00

Wong Kuan Kit, birthday date : 03
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Your Life

Although you are innocent and romantic but your expression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it`s hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient.

Your Love

Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.

Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you to bounce back rapidly from all kinds of setbacks, be it physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes couldnt care less attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

Abraham Lincoln, Winston Churchill, Rudyard Kipling, Mark Twain, Joseph Stalin were born under the number 3.

Something about me

2009-07-05T01:37:00.001+08:00

I got this from facebook quiz thingie :)

Loves to joke
Attractive
Suave and caring
Brave and fearless
Firm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Too generous and egoistic
Takes high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraordinary spirit
Easily angered
Angry when provoked
Easily jealous
Observant
Careful and cautious
Thinks quickly
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led
Loves to dream
Talented in the arts, music and defense
Sensitive but not petty
Poor resistance against illnesses
Learns to relax
Hasty and rusty
Romantic
Loving and caring
Loves to make friends

We are the world ...

2009-06-29T23:56:00.001+08:00

Update

2009-06-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

I had a dream this morning that i had a pet horse which was very
disobedient and it was able to hop over a tall fence to run away from
me, i wonder what is this dream about

My finals is coming nearer each day, but there are still 3 assignments
in my way, i hope i will get my spirit high in completing my
assignment as soon as possible.

On top of that, the world has loss another angel who is michael
jackson himself who suffered a heart attack and passed away on friday
25 june 2009, his passing is felt throughout the world that he was an
amazing music player and also a weird but shy and friendly person. I
have heard about him since i was 3 until today, there was once that it
came to mind that mj will die in my dream and until today it came
true, i have even cried when i played all his hits songs. I hope you
will rest in peace mj.

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Transformers 2

2009-06-24T15:43:00.001+08:00

I manage to watch transformers 2 last evening and i can easily say
that the movie is 5 over 5. It is really a must watch movie and could
probably bag the movie of the year, the robots together with megan fox
is totally awesome in addition to the non stop action and also some
jokes in between the movie.

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Misfortune

2009-06-23T12:06:00.000+08:00

Dont know what went wrong with me today, i think it started yesterday
when i injured my leg during swimming, then this morning i didnt have
enough sleep and accidently bump on another car's bumper this morning
while i was rushing for class.

I felt like i am being cursed by a devil, i hope that i learn from my
mistake today and get more sleep next time, i hope that i will force
myself to sleep earlier next time

Aside from the misfortune that i had earlier today, i am going to
watch transformer 2 later this evening, i am so excited and i will
write about my review later at night

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Working at the gym

2009-06-12T10:48:00.001+08:00

I have been working out at the gym again recently after 2 years of
terminating my previous membership at california fitness and i feel
great after every workout!

But i really someone would share my enthusiastic in working at the
gym. When i am not at the gym, i would be swimming at my nearby
condominium :-)

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Stress

2009-06-08T17:09:00.000+08:00

I cant elaborate how stressful i feel in this upcoming week with so many assignment deadline to meet.

College can be so stressful at times that it turns me off to attend class, how i just wish i can just sit at home and rest, then again holiday can be dull and boring when there is no one to spend holiday with.

Well to update my blog, there is the recent release of the latest nokia n97 that will go for sale at rm2480 for the original set. I am very excited about this phone because it is pack with feature that is hard to resist but the price factor really hits my idea to purchase one...

About movies, i dont have any movie that is in my mind right now that is worth watching, maybe i should just wait for harry potter and transformers 2. I had just watched terminator salvation on the second day it was released, needless to say that the movie wasnt that exciting compared to other movies that i have watched so far.

And lastly i would like to add that anyone who is free and wants to hang out with me at gym or swimming or basically movies, feel free to add my msn or facebook

^_^ nice video

2009-05-29T18:14:00.001+08:00

feeling as if i am cursed

2009-05-29T18:07:00.001+08:00

I feel that something is following behind me as if that thing is forcing other people not to talk to me, its like people are turned off the moment they look at me. Now i know i might sound silly but i think i might be cursed by someone, i dont think my facial expression looks bad but the fact that people somehow feel unpleasant when they take a glance at me.

I dont know whats wrong, do i look like a killer or a sex maniac to anyone? Weird society that i am living within, if only things were better :-), i am quite positive things will change once i exit the college life :-)

Update

2009-05-20T14:36:00.001+08:00

Its been awhile since i have blogged, what i have done recently was
signing myself back to gym and swim regularly every evening

There is not much of a change in my daily life, everyone is busy with
their own things and i got myself handful of assignment in this final
semester, as well as i am still being ignored in college by everyone
as if i am inside the blacklisted community database.

I always wonder how human can be so cruel and wonder why am i existing
today. I cant even make any changes, everyone in this world want to
rule the world and seems to always satisfy themselves by seeing others
suffer in pain and humiliation

I still cant see my turning point in life, being alone everyday
deprive my soul wanting to communicate my ideas and laugh around

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stupid motorist in malaysia

2009-05-12T17:33:00.001+08:00

Today, during the morning, i was rushing on my way for class, while on the road at a junction, my side was at green light. Suddenly this old indian man who was driving a motorcycle from the opposite side of the road who is at red light suddenly made a u-turn to my side's fast lane, so i was speeding and decided to cut him from the left because he was at the right side of the fast lane. After that i have cut him, he honk me with his annoying soft honk that seemed out of breath for almost a minute and kept looking at me while driving off. I just cant stand these idiots that thinks that they own the whole road and simply make illegal u-turn at a no u-turn area at a red light without thinking of the safety of the driver that is using the other side of the road weezing throught.

2009-05-10T00:37:00.001+08:00

Something just happened earlier ago

when i suddenly surf in youtube through n82 (my mind suddenly had to flick it open) and search for a video

then i hit on the 2nd video in the search window and it played it

it's about a story that nice guys couldn't express their feelings to the girl they liked and of course it ended with a happy ending

somehow, i think something wants me to learn and change starting from today to be a better person from what i am today to change my future.

So the conclusion is that, from today onwards, I will be a better person from my past and change for a brighter future and be more positive everyday. and I want to thank that "something" that has suddenly asked me to flick onto youtube to watch that video, I am sure it's a message for me.

Friendless?

2009-05-08T00:28:00.001+08:00

Something went into my thought on the other when i mentioned about
birthdays, i asked whether friends are suppose to surprise you during
your birthday or are you as the birthday guy should organise your
birthday instead.

A comment that i get was that i am a sad person to the brinks of
having to organise my birthday outing. Hmmm them i wonder, all these
while there wasnt anyone that surprised me during my birthday. So i
guess it is true on what he said, i am just another sad person that
some people will try to make me feel down as bad as possible, but that
is ok, i am unbreakable in my mind, heart and soul and it will take
more than that to beat me

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Pondering life

2009-05-08T00:21:00.001+08:00

I always ponder what is happening in my life, why there is not a
single piece of enjoyment from it, no one willing to share their time
with me, after all i am still another person on earth.

It always boil down to people judging others by their cover. I cant
really stand anymore on these kind of selfishness, i feel so self
conscious myself that i could see through what every person thinks in
their mind

I am speaking from experience as being alone i have developed a
heightened sensed to feel other peoples thoughts and emotions. But
nevermind, i will see what the future have in store for me, i just
want to earn enough money to leave this country and never come back

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Playfish production

2009-05-08T00:11:00.001+08:00

Playfish is an online game browser provider.

They have plenty of good games that at times can be very addictive.

But i have decided to give my comment on their service especially
their forum. Lets face it, their moderator sucked big time with you
not able to describe how dissatisfied you are in their forum and they
will quick remove your post ban you from the forum.

And to me, most of the players in there sound very new to the internet
and it is an eye sore to see them growing so slow in terms of
mentality.

Playfish just blew my top seconds ago by giving me a hard time trying
to log into their game once again, so i have decided to head to bed
early today because i got tired of their bad service performance.

As for tomorrow, i am looking forward to have a nice evening swimming.

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My first day in semester 6

2009-05-05T18:19:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was my first day getting back to college, there was nothing
new except for a new lecturer teaching me in 2 subjects.

But today as my second day, i had a presentation that went well, the
day started with me rushing the early jam, when i reach to the college
and entered the lift, moment later to only notice that i was the only
guy in the lift that is already filled with the girl, so i guess you
can imagine from there on how awkward i felt.

But after that, the day went by smoothly, i wish it could have been a
better day but i was tired and went back early to rest.

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2009-04-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Song ! Marvelous

Watch Britains Got Talent Surprise on CollegeHumor

2009-04-21T23:50:00.002+08:00

I think this video is funny ! Ha Ha !

See more funny videos and funny pictures at CollegeHumor.

Flame War !

2009-04-21T23:22:00.003+08:00

+18 Explicit Content and Language

2009-04-21T17:44:00.002+08:00

Something interesting that I took from my daily chained mail box ... =)

A Story to live by
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a
Gift

Today
before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before
you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who has nothing to eat.

Before
you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone
who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today
before you complain about life - Think of someone who died
too early on this earth.

Before
you complain about your children - Think of someone who
desires children but they're barren...

Before
you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or
sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before
whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.

And when
you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your
job.

But
before you think of pointing the finger or condemning
another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.

And when
depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your face and think: you're alive and still
around.

my new phone n82

2009-04-01T19:30:00.001+08:00

Last month february, i decided to change my 2 year old sony ericsson k750i. I suddenly had this feeling to change the phone because i got bored with it. I took a while researching for the next phone and decided to get the n82. This is my first time using the nokia as previous i was a sony supporter.

The reason i abandon SE was because the interface is boring and it is very dull in terms of limited software and games. Moreover there was a lack of data viewing document and there wasnt any wifi and xenon flash in the phone.

So whats the change in the new n82, this phone has a built in gps, 5 mp with xenon flash, wifi and basically numerous other programs.

I love this phone a lot because it provides what i need althought i really wish it was a touchscreen phone haha

Thats it for this entry.

end of my semester 5

2009-03-28T11:43:00.001+08:00

The exam for my semester 5 is coming soon around the middle of april and left 1 more semester to complete my degree, time passes really fast with me not really enjoying much of my time with college during these 4 years.

I hope that i am able to enjoy my working life experience. Right now i need to get myself organized in life to kick start a stepping stone. I have even sold my game account away to get away from distraction

cheng ming

2009-03-28T11:42:00.000+08:00

Yet again, another year where we have to pray to our ancestor in the local traditional cemetary.

Things havent changed much, my relatives are getting older and lazier, so most of the clean up are done by the younger people. Actually i find that the event has become less meaningful compare to the earlier years

restaurant city by facebook

2009-03-28T11:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, my friend introduced me a game called restaurant city which is basically similar in games like diner dash where you feed people in your restaurant to get money and get upgrades to provide better service.

The game is still in the beta stage so there is not much content to the gameplay.

Here are some of the picture i took off the game.

Tiring day

2009-03-26T18:54:00.001+08:00

Today, i went to college and stumbled into loreal paris road show that is launching their 3rd season of searching a new ambassador for their company. So i decided to participate in the competition, because you can get a free hairstyle make over, althought the hairstylist skill suck haha. My face look even more sleepy after the make over, the day ended with a heavy rain during the afternoon and i slept soundly after reaching home :-)